Our future

So just to catch some of you up from my previous post, we made it down to NM-AZ area for the funeral and are now back home in Minot. That being said while we were home there were many questions asked as of to why we haven't had another kid yet. Logan didn't know how to answer this to his family so he kept mum.

I for one have been dancing around the idea because I feel as though we are ready, I got the major things I wanted to get out of the way before we started planning on another kid. I am finally going to school and taking care of goals I've had for a long time. Ali needs someone besides us around, we won't always be there when we get old, and I think this reality really hit when we were home. Our parents aren't the healthiest people alive and we don't exactly live a healthy lifestyle either. Either way someday we will pass and who will Ali have? I appreciate we both grew up with huge families because I know I can always count on someone from my family to come through when I need them. I loved growing up with my crazy family and I want Ali to have someone to grow up with too.

So it came as a surprise to me when Logan finally said it for himself, he's ready to have another kid. What brought this on I have no idea but I do know he's serious. He isn't just saying it to shut me up. I may not have been able to grow up with friends for school whom you would call "life-long" friends and I get why now. I didn't need to I had and still have those life long friends in my family.  I used to look at people who had best friends from the wee years to now and I wold be jealous. I would think why can't I keep friends like that? And even though I do have the very few that have stuck it out with me through the years I know I will always have my sisters and brothers. They are the best friends anyone can ask for. : )

So that being said, I am going to the Dr. & we are going to see what happens. Who knows maybe my next post will be about me being pregnant. I just hope everything works out. So wish us luck there may be a new addition to the Lemons within the next few months.