So for some reason I fell asleep while wastching football, I haven't been feeling too well and so I layed down, an hour later I woke up confused because I didn't think I would fall asleep that fast. So I go up to bed and just can't get comfy! Then the wheels started turning, that's no good for me at night. I started thinking about how cool it would be to have another baby and then I started thinking about how much cooler it would be if we got orders out of here. I don't mind it but I really miss being close to home. Sure I'm a lot closer now than what I was but I want to be close enough where I can drive home on the weekend if I wanted, or go home for a week because Logan will be at work all the time. Yea I know here I go again, but when he works twelves and he's working the night shift I rarely see him. I started babysitting for a guy I met and it's been great so far, the kids are so sweet and I'm helping a fellow student. Speaking of students, I got information today that really lightened my mood, I should be a graduate by the end of next year, that means I am one step closer to what I really want to do.
We were talking about the idea of opening up our own bakery, obviously we would do it form home for now but Logan's baking is to die for!! And if I really put my mind to it I can design some pretty cool stuff. So we went around to a few stores and started thinking about the idea more, it would be awesome to do something together like this that we can eventually teach Alison to do as well. She already loves watch cake shows and like I said Logan is quite the baker. So I think we came to the decision of buying things for eachother for Christmas that will help us practice the skill before we just go out saying we make cakes and stuff. We don't want to get too into it where we make wedding cakes, but birthday cakes and cupcakes and possibly cookies.
So back to this whole anxiety thing, I think I have been thinking too much about everything, I got a call today form my little brother and he was on his way home! I was so happy to have heard from him personally I saw him last year at his graduation and now a whole year has already gone by, needless to say I'm proud of him, I know most people are just like okay big deal he was overseas, but this is my little brother growing up, taking charge and doing something with his life! It's inspiring to see all of my brothers and sisters doing something great with their lives. We always heard things like all we were going to do was get married and have a bunch of babies. Well guess what that's not all we are doing we're doing something great we're making our mom proud!! And that makes me proud to be a part of such a crazy family :) i wish I could have been home for the homecoming but soon enough we will see them all hopefully by the holidays.
I also started thinking about how awesome it would be to be able to get orders back to Holloman, yea it's a crap town and it's not that big but that's where family is and I need to be around them like I said I miss being right there Minot just isn't close enough for me. I want to have a family aby shower and family birthday partiesI miss having that just like we did when we were growing up. I want Ali to grow up around her cousins the way we did. So that's about all that IS going on with us I'm just so excited for the holidays to decorate and the smells mmmmm just thinking of it warms my heart. Anywho fellow bloggers and you stalkers out there when I get more to say I shall blog again til then take care <3
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