I'm Friend Sick

Most of the time when I'm away from home I tend to get homesick, but it seems more and more lately I've become friend sick. I was working to keep myself busy during this pregnancy but it turns out my body doesn't like having to work that hard lol so the dr. has ordered me to stop working in turn I have been sitting at home a lot. It's only been a week since I last went to work and I feel as though I am already going insane. I miss my friends, our friends, why does it feel like when we were in England it so much more fun we had friends that came around just to sit on the couch and do nothing with, there was no entertaining needed. I miss the days when I could call up my best friend and we would go driving around taking random pictures or getting pulled over for no reason. I miss the days when we would all get together and go bowling just to go and have fun so that we weren't sitting around, or how we would drive 2 hours just to get a decent restuarant, or playing LIPS until 3 or 4 in the morning. It just seems like no one is ever in the mood here or they have something better to do. Now granted I can't drink but that doesn't mean I don't know how to have a good time still minus the alcohol. So yea I'm just friend sick :( 

On another note the baby is doing fine he's growing and I am about 7 months along on a good note I have only gained 8lbs. Well I don't know if that's a good thing but as long as he's growing I don't mind not gaining. Who knows now that I'm not working I might just blow up sitting here, but I have a plan, every other day I will be at the gym to walk while Logan does his cardio that way I don't let myself get completely huge. I've been talking to Lil almost everyday and maybe that's why I haven't felt homesick, it just seems like there's always something going on when it comes to my family and well I like hiding out in the backgroundnot being a part of it. Being able to talk to Lil about stuff to has helped out a lot, but I'm not going to lie, the feeling of this pregnancy coming to an end is making me nervous. I hate that Logan isn't going to be there, now I'm not one to care if Logan goes away for a long time I def. don't cry about it but the closer it gets the more anxiety I get over it, and it's not because aw boo-hoo me I'm gonna have a baby while he's gone, I can handle that it's 6 weeks long, we've gone months without eachother, it's the fact that Logan knows exactly how I feel when I'm feeling it without having to ask, he just knows. He keeps me calm and he reminds me that it will be okay, and I know it will be ok I just like having him there for reassurance without him and Lil there when I had Ali I don't know what I would have done, so even though I can't  have Logan I'll still have Lil there.